I have no more social life. No more friends. Plenty of annoyed pple. Of countless missed appointments and apologies.
This is it. I give up.
Saturday, 17 October 2009
Monday, 21 September 2009
Got featured on another webby again. Its the same article but on a bigger website?
http://news.mmosite.com/content/2009-07-15/20090715050010954.shtml
I even got an awesome rating for it lol. Lame.
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Its all quiet and silent now.. but hardly peaceful. Mind's churning, head's spinning, eyes' squinting... awwww I'm a mess. I am really struggling to come to terms with a reason given to me that betrays the earlier portrayals. Though I think I may be at fault, I'm pretty confident at least half of the share has to go the mum.
My uncle taught me that a man should never waver. Always stand firm and decisive. Where it never rains from the eyes and the pillar that always stands through all that its been thrown at.
I don't know what I'm typing. Heh. I just seem to want to keep whining like a girl over and over again like a tape recorder. Jeez... what a loser.
Somebody give me a tight slap across each cheek... for real.. please.. its time to wake up. Work beckons.. heh..
http://news.mmosite.com/content/2009-07-15/20090715050010954.shtml
I even got an awesome rating for it lol. Lame.
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Its all quiet and silent now.. but hardly peaceful. Mind's churning, head's spinning, eyes' squinting... awwww I'm a mess. I am really struggling to come to terms with a reason given to me that betrays the earlier portrayals. Though I think I may be at fault, I'm pretty confident at least half of the share has to go the mum.
My uncle taught me that a man should never waver. Always stand firm and decisive. Where it never rains from the eyes and the pillar that always stands through all that its been thrown at.
I don't know what I'm typing. Heh. I just seem to want to keep whining like a girl over and over again like a tape recorder. Jeez... what a loser.
Somebody give me a tight slap across each cheek... for real.. please.. its time to wake up. Work beckons.. heh..
Sunday, 16 August 2009
Its Not What You Think
I get a lot of teasing now from my mates becos of a certain "someone". I dun mind it of course but seriously, u peeps shouldn't think so "highly" of me lol.
Weekends are no-life days for me. Yeap, thats the truth. All I do is stone at home. Now that attachment is underway its even worse. Half my day's wasted doing essentially nothing and I waste the remainder of the day mostly by sleeping it away -_-. I don't want that and I don't like that but my mental stamina's just not holding up that strongly anymore.
Yeap. Hard to believe I know but thats the truth. No meetings with her. No outings. No nothing. Just simple text msgs once in a while and the usual msn conversations. "Den jio her out la!" u would say. But she's bz. AND she's sick atm. What would u have me do?
"Get her out for a movie!"
Apparently I just found out today that she watches most, if not all movies with her bro. I dunno how we managed to watch Transformers together though lol. Maybe cos her bro din like this kinda shows or something.
"Den get her out for a drink la!"
She's sick atm and I'm either reaching home at 12am or she's too tired to go out. Well I am too if u ask me. Its more of the travelling thats tiring and less of the work.
"Wtf stop making excuses and being such a sissy!"
lol yea whatever floats ur boat dude. Jio-ing frens out is one thing. Making sure u dun look, sound or act half dead is the other. I dun see the point in calling someone out to meet just for the sake of it if you're already pretty shagged out urself. It defeats the purpose of meeting up and makes the other party uncomfortable and bored. I've been there, done that unwittingly and no I din feel good abt that.
As of now I can't even commit myself on weekdays anymore becos I'll might suddenly have to d0 OT at the last min. And travelling to town jus became more than half an hour. Sadd. Still better than having to see Lardy's face heh heh.
In case you're wondering. Amid all these I did try asking. But they were mostly nos becos of work/tiredness/illness etc. Hell, I feel the same way too actually lol. She'll have to get well first though. An apple a day keeps the doctor away. Lame quote but it jus suddenly popped into my head lol.
And I'm still trying to find a day when I'm free and any fren whose free to watch UP with me. Jeez.. work does screw up ur life sometimes.
Weekends are no-life days for me. Yeap, thats the truth. All I do is stone at home. Now that attachment is underway its even worse. Half my day's wasted doing essentially nothing and I waste the remainder of the day mostly by sleeping it away -_-. I don't want that and I don't like that but my mental stamina's just not holding up that strongly anymore.
Yeap. Hard to believe I know but thats the truth. No meetings with her. No outings. No nothing. Just simple text msgs once in a while and the usual msn conversations. "Den jio her out la!" u would say. But she's bz. AND she's sick atm. What would u have me do?
"Get her out for a movie!"
Apparently I just found out today that she watches most, if not all movies with her bro. I dunno how we managed to watch Transformers together though lol. Maybe cos her bro din like this kinda shows or something.
"Den get her out for a drink la!"
She's sick atm and I'm either reaching home at 12am or she's too tired to go out. Well I am too if u ask me. Its more of the travelling thats tiring and less of the work.
"Wtf stop making excuses and being such a sissy!"
lol yea whatever floats ur boat dude. Jio-ing frens out is one thing. Making sure u dun look, sound or act half dead is the other. I dun see the point in calling someone out to meet just for the sake of it if you're already pretty shagged out urself. It defeats the purpose of meeting up and makes the other party uncomfortable and bored. I've been there, done that unwittingly and no I din feel good abt that.
As of now I can't even commit myself on weekdays anymore becos I'll might suddenly have to d0 OT at the last min. And travelling to town jus became more than half an hour. Sadd. Still better than having to see Lardy's face heh heh.
In case you're wondering. Amid all these I did try asking. But they were mostly nos becos of work/tiredness/illness etc. Hell, I feel the same way too actually lol. She'll have to get well first though. An apple a day keeps the doctor away. Lame quote but it jus suddenly popped into my head lol.
And I'm still trying to find a day when I'm free and any fren whose free to watch UP with me. Jeez.. work does screw up ur life sometimes.
Sunday, 12 July 2009
A Much Delayed Entry
I got featured on a game webby for a rather unorthodox style of play lol. Check it out!!
http://www.oneasiacup.com/fol/News.aspx?id=11
And here's the pic they posted of me playing lol.
Actually the pple who took this pic did send my particulars to the webmaster who posted this pic up. But I think he wanted to create some mystery or suspense or something like that. So I became Player X lol. Wonder when will I upgrade to Weapon X? Sounds way cooler =p
In case you're wondering why I play like that, its becos I'm more of a aracade and console player (Playstaion 1,2,3, NDS etc.) and usually the directional controls are on the left while the buttons are on the right. Well most games and controllers are designed that way.. except for Fifa games apparently lol. And the thing about it is I can't change the controls to the buttons I want! Its fixed to those buttons so I ended up playing like this LOL. Yes its weird and I became "famous" for this but it does give me wrist aches though haha.
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I've been loving every moment of my Itouch since the day I bought it from Jo. Yea sure it has scratches but who cares. The screen is fine and everything works perfectly (: Its my first ever Apple product btw lol. The on screen keyboard took some getting used to but its definitely worth the effort =D And I have lots of vids! Damn fun la.. I can go on and on but I shan't bore u pple with my childishness hahah =P. Oh but I don't really like the music that plays from it though. Lacks that "oomph" compared to my walkman handphone.
Apple products are seriously stylish. I don't think there are much pple out there who would disagree with me about that. But I think their stuff are waaay too ex though. Abit like Sony. Pay for brand name. Dun get me wrong, I do love Apple's designs but I'm held back from buying their products mostly becos of cost.
I recently went to Sim Lim and this caught my eye.
Damn the nice laaaa~ Keys are soft and very quiet. Design is meant for Macs so obviously some keys are a little different. From what I've seen, there's no windows button and the Alt button is the Option button. I have no idea what Command button is for. And there's no printscreen function which really irks me on this pt lol. There are 2 usb ports on the keyboard too. There are also extra keys F13 to F19 which can be pre programmed with some driver or something. I really know nuts abt Apple products lOl. I'm learning something new everyday.
Price of it is a whopping $78! Steam.. but ok la.. considering that I've already changed 2 keyboards that were almost $30 each and this current one is starting to get noisy, dirty and the bloody markings on the keys are startin to fade away. Think I can save up for this. There's also a silicon cover casing for the keyboard which would help protect the keys from dust and fading but its another $30 -_-. Madness.. I'll need $110 jus for a new keyboard. But if it can last me for a damn long time den hey why not? (:
http://www.oneasiacup.com/fol/News.aspx?id=11
And here's the pic they posted of me playing lol.
Actually the pple who took this pic did send my particulars to the webmaster who posted this pic up. But I think he wanted to create some mystery or suspense or something like that. So I became Player X lol. Wonder when will I upgrade to Weapon X? Sounds way cooler =p
In case you're wondering why I play like that, its becos I'm more of a aracade and console player (Playstaion 1,2,3, NDS etc.) and usually the directional controls are on the left while the buttons are on the right. Well most games and controllers are designed that way.. except for Fifa games apparently lol. And the thing about it is I can't change the controls to the buttons I want! Its fixed to those buttons so I ended up playing like this LOL. Yes its weird and I became "famous" for this but it does give me wrist aches though haha.
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I've been loving every moment of my Itouch since the day I bought it from Jo. Yea sure it has scratches but who cares. The screen is fine and everything works perfectly (: Its my first ever Apple product btw lol. The on screen keyboard took some getting used to but its definitely worth the effort =D And I have lots of vids! Damn fun la.. I can go on and on but I shan't bore u pple with my childishness hahah =P. Oh but I don't really like the music that plays from it though. Lacks that "oomph" compared to my walkman handphone.
Apple products are seriously stylish. I don't think there are much pple out there who would disagree with me about that. But I think their stuff are waaay too ex though. Abit like Sony. Pay for brand name. Dun get me wrong, I do love Apple's designs but I'm held back from buying their products mostly becos of cost.
I recently went to Sim Lim and this caught my eye.
Damn the nice laaaa~ Keys are soft and very quiet. Design is meant for Macs so obviously some keys are a little different. From what I've seen, there's no windows button and the Alt button is the Option button. I have no idea what Command button is for. And there's no printscreen function which really irks me on this pt lol. There are 2 usb ports on the keyboard too. There are also extra keys F13 to F19 which can be pre programmed with some driver or something. I really know nuts abt Apple products lOl. I'm learning something new everyday.Price of it is a whopping $78! Steam.. but ok la.. considering that I've already changed 2 keyboards that were almost $30 each and this current one is starting to get noisy, dirty and the bloody markings on the keys are startin to fade away. Think I can save up for this. There's also a silicon cover casing for the keyboard which would help protect the keys from dust and fading but its another $30 -_-. Madness.. I'll need $110 jus for a new keyboard. But if it can last me for a damn long time den hey why not? (:
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